This is the time when you need to keep your head and chin up and think positive. This is nothing a little extensive studying can't cure. If you give up and quit, you will be asking yourself, "what if?," for the rest of your life. If you study hard and stick in there, I promise you, you will be laughing at this some day. If you know in heart this is "your calling," then don't let anything keep you from your aspiration. If you would like tips on test anxiety or just someone to calm your nerves, feel free to PM me and I will be more than happy to help. I wish you the best of luck and if you stick in there, you will be an EMT very soon!